Tuesday, August 10, 2010

as I walk along the dark highway of life,
after all the thunderstorms,
shining through drops of heavy rain
appearing like a colored stream
making a dull sky magical and bright;

like a dream after a nightmare,
the light breaks through the clouds,
and a rainbow appears on the sky
reminding tomorrow will be better
though today I weep;

I'm back! Finally, i managed to find some time to update this blog after not being updated for once upon a long long time. i don't even know why i bother to update but i know i've to! The only thing i love blogging is because when I read those posts over and over again, it sounds like I'm reading the diary of someone else.. I understand myself a little better and it gives me new perspective on things. To see in what ways have i changed over the years. :)

Life has been pretty good so far though there were some hiccups along the way. its hard to give my heart to someone. Though i'm not afraid of trying, i'm just afraid of getting hurt for the same reason. Thus i always end up being unsure of my feelings...

The brightest future will always
be based on a forgotten past;
you can’t go forward in life until
you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

Bf'huifen said its because i am still harping on the past, thats why i would tend to act this way. Hopefully i'll truly allow myself to open up my heart once again.

On a sidenote, i'll be attending bf'huifen birthday 'My 21st White Affair' this coming 28th august. you know i hearts you always and thus i have already taken off on that day (its for YOU only). :)

And so i picked up the courage to meet chongwei and his friends for dinner last sunday though i was a little reluctant because it would be a little awkward. However its not that bad afterall. Hahahaha! And PLEASE eat your meals regularly, i bet you don't want to have gastric pain anymore, do you?

Oh wells, headed over to chevron for singing with bro & his friends cos there was a celebration for Beefang. :) Went to catch a midnight movie with them after that.The show, salt by Angelina Jolie was definitely a nice one especially there were lots of actions by her. Worth the money! Haha!

NEXT,

Happy Birthday to me! (i'll be forever young)

i had a simple and (almost) quiet birthday this year. Birthday wishes for this year will be,

myself, close friends and family to be healthy and happy always. And of course a smooth-sailing career. :)

Needless to say, my loveliest girlfriends made an effort to spend it with me in advance. As usual, we captured tonnes of pictures with our candid and retarded poses. Haha.. Anyway we are meeting up soon this month end.

Bff'fel arranged for us to meet up one day before my birthday. Dine in at white dog cafe and went over to haagen dazs for yummylicious dessert after that. It feels nice to see her after so long. She's someone who really understand how i feels when i shared with her my current situation. Although sometimes i don't really agree to what she said but then i know she will support me and be there for me always.

Cw is sweet enough to surprise me when the clock struck 12. Thanks for the lovely cake & the present. And he's lucky enough cos i did not turn in to bed early that night. i wanted to dress myself up a little before meeting him but he said its okay. Despite my messy hair and spec on, he still said i look fine. Hahaha! Thank you all in all you've done for me throughout all these while. :)

Bro's friends came over and passed me present though i insisted that i'm not in need of anything. We chatted till it was dinner time. Mummy cooked a spread of fabulous food with my favourite dishes. Cousin' clarise and bf'huifen came too.

My colleagues sang me birthday song too when the branch closed. And i just couldn't stop laughing. :)

Thanks for all the birthday wishes and sms-es, love you all! ♥





























































































































There's a certain kind of sadness
There's a certain kind of joy
With everything you're doing

I may not be typing all that much but trust me, a lot is going on in my head. i'll update soon! Goodnight ♥

RANDOM FACT: i wanna put on braces! Gonna consult the dentist first and hopefully its not as scary and pain as what i expected.








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i am christine who is blessed with what i have.

i am 27 this year and my birthday falls on 4th august.

i'm just another ordinary girl.
i don't live life to be famous or someone great. i just live
for the success, love and happiness.

Though i may appear aloof at times but im actually approachable.
You will get to realise when you know me better
and how crazy can i be. :)

my life is like a ferris wheel, has it's ups and downs...

Though over the years,i've stumbled on rocks. i know
very well that with each time, I managed to pick myself up.
It makes me to be more wiser and grow stronger
with experiences that i've learnt & gained.

However things that happened didn't bring me down cos i
believe that everything happens for a reason, this may
leads me a happier life. THUS, i'm still generally a
happy person.

:)

Looking back at certain aspects of my life so far,
i can't pride myself upon what makes the me today.
There are way too many regrets.

I feel uber sensitive about everything, thus getting hurt
easily at the slightest remark and i hate to cry infront of everyone.

I live the life the way i want it to be for nobody knows what
future might brings.

I am blessed to have a great caring family and close friends
by my side. They're the ones who will stay by me no matter
what happens and i know i can count on them always.

i meet new people, learning something from each and
every person i've came across.

i would say thay i have grown alot through experience
and exposure to different things these few years.

Sometimes things are complicated including people as well.
It might not turn out the way we want it to be or meeting
people who aren't true to you. Thus, it pretty much
depends on how we see and handle them.

Life's beautiful...
everything around me seems to glow with a touch of magic dust...
lookin' forward to the future..
wanna fly towards my dreams..
just wanna smile n laugh with each passing day with my loved ones...
learn & see more about the world around me..

If I was never good enough, then I will work my way up forever..
strive to be a better person, better friend, better daughter.

live it, love it.. and still learning from it

Appreciate the goodness in life everyone! =)


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LOVES

Little surprise would definitely melt my heart ♥

i love strawberries, strawberry shortcake,
spicy food, hot chocolate, fruit salad,
candies, cupcakes, drama, piano, travel,
perfumes, dresses, white roses, hugs,
handmade cards, written letters, pink color, family.

Loves music and piano has been part of my life
since young at the age of 8.

i love people who are true to me

i yearn to love. and i long to be loved in return.


LONG GONE




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