Monday, June 28, 2010

New mistakes of your life lead to progress
Wind blows and the next page of life with success of fragrance
A brush of laughter and happiness
Sweeps away the cobwebs of your heart

I realise we have to accept ourselves for who we are because each and everyone of us is unique and special in some ways. Thus, i will love myself a little more and don't let words of an individual put me down so easily. :)

I’m off for 2 days and it feels good to be able to replenish my sleeping hours. I realise my complexion has been rather bad lately. Though make up really improve how a person look like but its not good for one’s skin at all. I think my skin is not hydrating enough, I’ve got to drink plenty of water, eat more fruits and veggies, not forgetting to apply my laneige sleeping mask as well. On a side note, I always look forward to my off days so that I could have time to share my story with mummy like what happened recently and she would always be patient to hear. And we would always go for breakfast in the morning and buy groceries together. Most of all, I get to eat home cook food with my favourite dishes. Ya Kun & shopping with mummy today was a nice one! :)

I always wish, and hope, and dream, but I seldom go out there and make it happen. I'm tired of waiting around... I don't wanna be one of those people who looks back on their life and wonder where did all the time go. Life is too short to be sitting around and waste my time away.

I am tired and i do not have time to waste on my emotions. I find it so hard to like someone enough to want to get to know them better, to feel like they are worth my time. And when i finally get to know that someone, i have the fear that nothing will turn out and what if the same thing happens again in future? i certainly know that some things are not within our control and im afraid that i can't take the blow. And i actually thought of just giving up. Not that wishing is not going to get me anything, i don't know how long it takes but i just wish something good will turn out. As much as let natural take its course, perhaps i should give myself some time to wait, see and then decide it for myself rather than putting a full stop right now between us.

The happiest of people don’t necessarily
have the best of everything;
they just make the most of
everything that comes along their way.

Things have been rather dramatic for me lately. I was rather surprised you contacted me. I appreciate the fact that you still remember me. However this isn't another girl-meets-boy. I’ve once been through those awful stages and never will i ever want it to happen again. What’s over is over...

'Don’t worry about people from your past. There’s a reason why they didn’t make it to your future. '

i left down my contact number at one of the citychain outlet so that they could call me once my watch arrives. Never did i expect that guy who comes and bank in everyday just save my number and msg me. For the first few messages, i did reply but soon after, i ignored all hoping that he could get the hint of not msg-ing me. For now, things has been rather awkward whenever he comes to the bank cos i would always turn and talk to my colleagues or chose to stay in the back room till he leaves.

I’ve finally got my uniform. Though they told me I look smart in it but I still couldn’t stop laughing when I first wore cos I’ve to admit I look really weird and fat. Probably because of the few layers im wearing. Haha!

Truth be told, im coping well at work. i learn new things everyday & manage to handle my stress without affecting my mood at work. I still remember how reluctant am i to continue working there when i first joined and I can’t wait to find an office job and just leave. Look like things do change and people there are kinda okay as well. Those consultants are nice peeps whom we help out with one another. :)

i'm trying hard to be financially independent and being able to support myself. I ponder what’s in store for me during the next few years down the road.. To have a stable career, improve on my self-esteem, becoming a more confident lady and hanging out with my awesome girlfriends. I hope I will get to travel to different country each year, meeting new people, to see more and learn more! :)

And FINALLY we booked our air tickets and hotel to hongkong this coming september. It’s a pity that gf’cuiping can’t join us but fret not, let’s make our taiwan trip come true next year! Since we’re traveling only on sep and sales period will be over by then, but I pray that we’ll at least be able to do some shopping and buy some pretty clothes back.

Last Saturday night was an impromptu one. Cousin’ clarise was supposed to hang out with calvin & I as planned but unfortunately she was having diarrhea. Thus ended up the 2 of us. Cousin of mine drove me to marina at Keppel bay for dinner followed by enjoying the breeze by the sea. I told him the feel was so wrong, he should bring his girlfriend to such places instead. Imagine it would be romantic if you were to stroll at the beach with your love one.

Oh wait, TCC desserts are super yummy! How could you resist the temptation of wanting to eat more? Haha! (i need to go on diet)















I so wanna go watch the twilight saga: eclipse.

p/s: thanks for wanting to bring me to the universal studio.

RANDOM FACT: the only person that deserves you is the one who will stick by your side no matter how much you mess up and who will forgive you, mistake after mistake.








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i am christine who is blessed with what i have.

i am 27 this year and my birthday falls on 4th august.

i'm just another ordinary girl.
i don't live life to be famous or someone great. i just live
for the success, love and happiness.

Though i may appear aloof at times but im actually approachable.
You will get to realise when you know me better
and how crazy can i be. :)

my life is like a ferris wheel, has it's ups and downs...

Though over the years,i've stumbled on rocks. i know
very well that with each time, I managed to pick myself up.
It makes me to be more wiser and grow stronger
with experiences that i've learnt & gained.

However things that happened didn't bring me down cos i
believe that everything happens for a reason, this may
leads me a happier life. THUS, i'm still generally a
happy person.

:)

Looking back at certain aspects of my life so far,
i can't pride myself upon what makes the me today.
There are way too many regrets.

I feel uber sensitive about everything, thus getting hurt
easily at the slightest remark and i hate to cry infront of everyone.

I live the life the way i want it to be for nobody knows what
future might brings.

I am blessed to have a great caring family and close friends
by my side. They're the ones who will stay by me no matter
what happens and i know i can count on them always.

i meet new people, learning something from each and
every person i've came across.

i would say thay i have grown alot through experience
and exposure to different things these few years.

Sometimes things are complicated including people as well.
It might not turn out the way we want it to be or meeting
people who aren't true to you. Thus, it pretty much
depends on how we see and handle them.

Life's beautiful...
everything around me seems to glow with a touch of magic dust...
lookin' forward to the future..
wanna fly towards my dreams..
just wanna smile n laugh with each passing day with my loved ones...
learn & see more about the world around me..

If I was never good enough, then I will work my way up forever..
strive to be a better person, better friend, better daughter.

live it, love it.. and still learning from it

Appreciate the goodness in life everyone! =)


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LOVES

Little surprise would definitely melt my heart ♥

i love strawberries, strawberry shortcake,
spicy food, hot chocolate, fruit salad,
candies, cupcakes, drama, piano, travel,
perfumes, dresses, white roses, hugs,
handmade cards, written letters, pink color, family.

Loves music and piano has been part of my life
since young at the age of 8.

i love people who are true to me

i yearn to love. and i long to be loved in return.


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