Saturday, May 15, 2010

as i pretend to live life,
darkness (silence) engulfs me
painting my heart black
while my eyes continue to
scan the road that seemingly
has no end...

it's all in the mind and heart
i wish i didn't but i still do...
i'll just let things be,
if its mine then it will...
and just because i'm happy,
doesn't mean everything's okay.

Overwhelmed by fatigue. Luckily i have 3 off days this week and there's no need to work on weekends too. But time seems to pass too fast and monday is gonna be here again. Imagine how work can just kill every little happiness left in me. My mentor had left to another branch. Truth be told, i really depend on her alot when she was ard. She really taught me alot i'd say. Now, she's not gonna be ard and i don't know if i could handle her jobscope well. Sigh.. i'll try my best at least. By the way, my branch manager told me that i passed my deployment test.

Something happened few days ago. One of the customer service manager there reveals her ugly side. I don't understand why people loves to gossip behind other's back. You're a manger yourself, don't you think you should set a good example instead? Isn't it be great if everyone can work harmoniously and be united as a team?

Enough of whining...

On a side note,Was supposed to meet up with Nigel this evening for dinner but unfortunately it was cancelled because i'm not really feeling well, kinda restless and having a bad headache.


There are days when
bubbling from us comes
the innocent child within,
who giggles at the little things
and wears a silly grin.

And there are days
life rewards us
and seems to make amends
by granting us a marvelous gift,
the precious gift of Friends.


A long-awaited meetup with my pretty girlfriends. Partly was a celebration for the youngest gf (yvonne) among us.

Met up with cuiping first before heading town to hunt for her present. They had in minds to buy bon a watch. Bought a box of pop doh donuts for her as well. Anyway we went in many shops but then theres only 2 fossil watches suit her best. That metallic watch was kinda over our budget. It costs nearly $400. Saw one at somerset 313 but when we went over to the Ion outlet, they didn't have it. Moreover we were running out of time, thus the best thing we could thought of was to customise a watch for her. And i really think the end result of the customisation suits her alot. It look fantastic on her. :) Not forgetting that my girlfriends and i have the same taste as well cos we counted to 3 and point towards which gift box is the best. Hahaha...

The birthday girl arrived and off we went to clarke quay as planned. Dine in at Waraku. Their food was delicious. Snapped 300 over of photos and it look pretty nice. :) I hope we don’t freak the rest of the patrons in the restaurant with our camwhoring antics! Stayed there for 2 hous before we finally left. Lol!

Chilled at highlander before going home. :)

Let the pictures speak for themselves (feel the amount of happiness, joy and laughters we shared)




Another year older and stop bullying us okay! :)








































































































It is always great meeting up with these ladies – chilling over drinks and never fail to meet up during certain occasions. It really takes a lot of effort to keep up with our friendships, especially when they are all busy working and got a lot other commitments in their lives. But I’m really glad we’re all still so in love with each other! Hahaha! Yvonne, i know you had a wonderful night spent with us and am really happy that you enjoyed. :)

i wonder how long could all this carefree happiness last.. And the truth is, there are no happy endings. If there were happy ending to happiness, it was never real. There is hope in every one of us, that we can find happiness. Maybe we will. But for most of us, happiness seems too far away. People spend their whole lives chasing after it when it should really be chasing after you.

I just ate my favourite 年糕 & gonna drink bird nest later. Goodnight! ♥

RANDOM FACT: sometimes i think too much.








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i am christine who is blessed with what i have.

i am 27 this year and my birthday falls on 4th august.

i'm just another ordinary girl.
i don't live life to be famous or someone great. i just live
for the success, love and happiness.

Though i may appear aloof at times but im actually approachable.
You will get to realise when you know me better
and how crazy can i be. :)

my life is like a ferris wheel, has it's ups and downs...

Though over the years,i've stumbled on rocks. i know
very well that with each time, I managed to pick myself up.
It makes me to be more wiser and grow stronger
with experiences that i've learnt & gained.

However things that happened didn't bring me down cos i
believe that everything happens for a reason, this may
leads me a happier life. THUS, i'm still generally a
happy person.

:)

Looking back at certain aspects of my life so far,
i can't pride myself upon what makes the me today.
There are way too many regrets.

I feel uber sensitive about everything, thus getting hurt
easily at the slightest remark and i hate to cry infront of everyone.

I live the life the way i want it to be for nobody knows what
future might brings.

I am blessed to have a great caring family and close friends
by my side. They're the ones who will stay by me no matter
what happens and i know i can count on them always.

i meet new people, learning something from each and
every person i've came across.

i would say thay i have grown alot through experience
and exposure to different things these few years.

Sometimes things are complicated including people as well.
It might not turn out the way we want it to be or meeting
people who aren't true to you. Thus, it pretty much
depends on how we see and handle them.

Life's beautiful...
everything around me seems to glow with a touch of magic dust...
lookin' forward to the future..
wanna fly towards my dreams..
just wanna smile n laugh with each passing day with my loved ones...
learn & see more about the world around me..

If I was never good enough, then I will work my way up forever..
strive to be a better person, better friend, better daughter.

live it, love it.. and still learning from it

Appreciate the goodness in life everyone! =)


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LOVES

Little surprise would definitely melt my heart ♥

i love strawberries, strawberry shortcake,
spicy food, hot chocolate, fruit salad,
candies, cupcakes, drama, piano, travel,
perfumes, dresses, white roses, hugs,
handmade cards, written letters, pink color, family.

Loves music and piano has been part of my life
since young at the age of 8.

i love people who are true to me

i yearn to love. and i long to be loved in return.


LONG GONE




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