Sunday, March 28, 2010

i will see you in the light
of a thousand suns
hear you in the sound of waves
like the words of a bitter sweet song


i hide behind a mask
the mask as a shield to look at what
others can never see
words that i dare not utter are flooding me
trying hard to embrace the life that you know,
having the courage to finally let go
the personal life deeply lived always
expands into truths beyond itself

To you: yes, it wasnt anything, it wasnt much. still, it meant something to me.

The month of march is gonna be over soon and hello april and i will happily accept whatever is coming on my way.

how i wished that humans never had this thing called emotions.. no one will ever need to get hurt that way. no tears, just happiness..

i've came to be very calm about things that shouldn't matter much, the old dont go, the new won't come. i'm happy for now. Family is wonderful, anytime anywhere is good with girlfriends ard and few of my besties to count on.

Gf always ask whether do i have anyone in mind or what age do i wanna get marry. I used to say that i want to get married at the age of 25. But now it seems impossible. Career comes first before anything else. Mummy told me i should lower my expectation but the fact is i'm not ready to give my heart to someone else yet, someone who i can trust. I told her IF i can't meet a nice partner for myself then i'll stay by her and daddy. Truth be told, i've heard stories about divorce and guys having another girl in a r/s. Or should i say third party spoil the r/s or even a happy marriage?! Sometimes i wondered why guys are so greedy? You want BOTH girls when you can only choose one. Thats so unfair isn't it?

If my stomach continue to hurt badly, i guess i need to go for a check-up. And i pray that my eyes infection are fully recover when i go back for check up soon.

On a sidenote, blogger has this auto pagination recently. it mean that blogs aren't displaying all the posts, it limits your posts instead. For eg. if you were to click archieve during a certain month, the page won't even display all the posts that were posted during that month. In fact, its only 1 or 2 entries. Its used to display 4 to 5 entries on my main page previously but now its like 1 to 2 only?! Sounds stupid and hopefully blogger will disable the auto pagination due to many complaints by bloggers.

i hearts my polka dots manicure!


Yvonne organised a gathering for us on last friday evening. Like what we said, we should meet up more often before bon leaves us to london for study. :( Needless to say, meetup with this bunch of gfs are always fun. i wish we will REALLY make it for our hongkong trip in august this time round. We've been saying that we wanna travel together since donkey years ago.

Dine in at essential brew at holland v..









































and coincidentally yiwei was at holland v too when we finished our dinner. Sent yvonne off before we headed over to find her at wala wala. The stranger who treated us drinks was a big joke. He thought we gave up our seats for him and his friends when we changed our table to another side. He thanked us for that and told us that he hoped we enjoyed ourselves. The fact is, we never thought of giving up our seats. We just wanted to move to another table beside yw's friends as it will be more convenient for her as well.

Haha... :)

























Daddy is really sweet! he called me last night when i was on my way home to ask if i need him to come down and wait for me at the void deck since its already so late. He never fails to show how much he loves me as a daughter. ♥

After getting to know Belle (new girl) for 1 week, it seems that she's not bad afterall. I've got to say her character is like that and you know i'm the kind who get hurt and tear easily when people said harsh words or talk at a louder tone.

Snapshots using fel's hp during office hours since our managers are all not ard.








Hi-tea with these girls at chilli padi tomorrow! Goodbye for now! =)

P/s: Why must you reveals the ugly side of yourself... for people like you, stop trying to be someone you aren't. you'll be better be off as yourself.

RANDOM FACT: my body & mind cannot function without adequate rest. i'm no longer able to go sleepless and yet be full of life.








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i am christine who is blessed with what i have.

i am 27 this year and my birthday falls on 4th august.

i'm just another ordinary girl.
i don't live life to be famous or someone great. i just live
for the success, love and happiness.

Though i may appear aloof at times but im actually approachable.
You will get to realise when you know me better
and how crazy can i be. :)

my life is like a ferris wheel, has it's ups and downs...

Though over the years,i've stumbled on rocks. i know
very well that with each time, I managed to pick myself up.
It makes me to be more wiser and grow stronger
with experiences that i've learnt & gained.

However things that happened didn't bring me down cos i
believe that everything happens for a reason, this may
leads me a happier life. THUS, i'm still generally a
happy person.

:)

Looking back at certain aspects of my life so far,
i can't pride myself upon what makes the me today.
There are way too many regrets.

I feel uber sensitive about everything, thus getting hurt
easily at the slightest remark and i hate to cry infront of everyone.

I live the life the way i want it to be for nobody knows what
future might brings.

I am blessed to have a great caring family and close friends
by my side. They're the ones who will stay by me no matter
what happens and i know i can count on them always.

i meet new people, learning something from each and
every person i've came across.

i would say thay i have grown alot through experience
and exposure to different things these few years.

Sometimes things are complicated including people as well.
It might not turn out the way we want it to be or meeting
people who aren't true to you. Thus, it pretty much
depends on how we see and handle them.

Life's beautiful...
everything around me seems to glow with a touch of magic dust...
lookin' forward to the future..
wanna fly towards my dreams..
just wanna smile n laugh with each passing day with my loved ones...
learn & see more about the world around me..

If I was never good enough, then I will work my way up forever..
strive to be a better person, better friend, better daughter.

live it, love it.. and still learning from it

Appreciate the goodness in life everyone! =)


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LOVES

Little surprise would definitely melt my heart ♥

i love strawberries, strawberry shortcake,
spicy food, hot chocolate, fruit salad,
candies, cupcakes, drama, piano, travel,
perfumes, dresses, white roses, hugs,
handmade cards, written letters, pink color, family.

Loves music and piano has been part of my life
since young at the age of 8.

i love people who are true to me

i yearn to love. and i long to be loved in return.


LONG GONE




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