Friday, January 08, 2010
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Flowing softly through life
grazing gently upon adventure
Nourishing on smiles within,

Sweet smell of jasmine
Sunflowers blooming
Nature caresses my soul,

A scent of soup in the air
The sound of children playing
Life, a joyous occasion

Fading to sleep
One last time
My maker calls for thee

I am moving forward, putting the past behind. It does not hurt as much as it did compared to few weeks back. I've learnt to be stronger throughout this period.

Mummy was telling me she saw him at Toa Payoh hub the other day. And he knowing that my mummy saw him and yet he didn't even greet her (though mum pretented to see elsewhere). Thus, we were talking about him that night for the entire 1 hour and im glad mummy is here to advise me. She said this to me 'he hurt my daughter and do you think i will still talk to him when i see him?'

A friend of mine left me this link and told me to read it.

http://www.family-counseling.org/TheSelfishBreak-Up.html

This article is meaningful and it made alot of sense to me. Couldn't help but agree to what it says.
Quote a paragraph from the article;

Relationships sometimes end, unavoidably. Staying together is what most people wish they could do, but an alarming percentage don't. So, you break-up. This part is bad enough, but a growing number of individuals are dealing with the complexities of ending a relationship by not ending the relationship. They "stay friends." This is usually the idea of the one who wants to end the relationship.

Whats the point of messaging and ask how am i recently, what have i been busy with when you know that you've already hurt me knowingly?

I chose not to reply. (i hope im doing the right thing)

I don’t know what more to say.
But I really know what I’m doing.
And nobody knows it better than myself.

Life has been the same especially working everyday on the weekdays. I just received $230 takashimaya vouchers (pro-rate) from the company. Reason being was because of not taking mc throughout the entire year. I am happy cos im going to use this vouchers and top up the remaining with cash to purchase my gucci wallet. :)

I know i've spent alot recently and i need to save up more for my trip. Performance bonus coming in soon this month! Something which im looking forward to. Contract gonna end soon in March. I need to start looking for a new job with better pay. I know i sound bad, but i definitely can't wait to leave this place.

I hearts 1 of my cousin, Clarise. She's someone who i can share everything with and yet able to understand how i feel. :)

I have been chanting everyday, wishing that things would turn better, things which i pray for will fulfill one day.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GF!

I am glad to have them in my life especially cuiping, doris and bon. (i'm happy bon introduced may yee to us too cos she's a nice but quiet lady). It's amazing how our friendship grew and bloom over the years. Looking back, im so glad that we came into each other's life. And definitely we can't deny the fact that fate really works in miraculous ways. Im thankful for that!

At times, I think the joy I get from hanging out with them surpasses everything else. Hope we'll still be hanging out till we grow old. Cherish this special friendship we girls share. I heart you all. ♥

Facial tomorrow, goodbye!

OH WAIT! Bf'hf, please cheer up and do not cry!

This picture is for you. :)


RANDOM FACT: I try to find reasons from around me to tell myself that I am doing the right thing.





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i am christine who is blessed with what i have.

i am 27 this year and my birthday falls on 4th august.

i'm just another ordinary girl.
i don't live life to be famous or someone great. i just live
for the success, love and happiness.

Though i may appear aloof at times but im actually approachable.
You will get to realise when you know me better
and how crazy can i be. :)

my life is like a ferris wheel, has it's ups and downs...

Though over the years,i've stumbled on rocks. i know
very well that with each time, I managed to pick myself up.
It makes me to be more wiser and grow stronger
with experiences that i've learnt & gained.

However things that happened didn't bring me down cos i
believe that everything happens for a reason, this may
leads me a happier life. THUS, i'm still generally a
happy person.

:)

Looking back at certain aspects of my life so far,
i can't pride myself upon what makes the me today.
There are way too many regrets.

I feel uber sensitive about everything, thus getting hurt
easily at the slightest remark and i hate to cry infront of everyone.

I live the life the way i want it to be for nobody knows what
future might brings.

I am blessed to have a great caring family and close friends
by my side. They're the ones who will stay by me no matter
what happens and i know i can count on them always.

i meet new people, learning something from each and
every person i've came across.

i would say thay i have grown alot through experience
and exposure to different things these few years.

Sometimes things are complicated including people as well.
It might not turn out the way we want it to be or meeting
people who aren't true to you. Thus, it pretty much
depends on how we see and handle them.

Life's beautiful...
everything around me seems to glow with a touch of magic dust...
lookin' forward to the future..
wanna fly towards my dreams..
just wanna smile n laugh with each passing day with my loved ones...
learn & see more about the world around me..

If I was never good enough, then I will work my way up forever..
strive to be a better person, better friend, better daughter.

live it, love it.. and still learning from it

Appreciate the goodness in life everyone! =)


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christine_wsy88@hotmail.com


LOVES

Little surprise would definitely melt my heart ♥

i love strawberries, strawberry shortcake,
spicy food, hot chocolate, fruit salad,
candies, cupcakes, drama, piano, travel,
perfumes, dresses, white roses, hugs,
handmade cards, written letters, pink color, family.

Loves music and piano has been part of my life
since young at the age of 8.

i love people who are true to me

i yearn to love. and i long to be loved in return.


LONG GONE




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