Monday, November 16, 2009
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I lost that little girl in me.
that girl with confidence.
that girl who looks forward to everyday.
i lost her.

I've been having flu and lip crack for the past few days.

'Do unto others as you would have others do unto you.' this golden rule embodies our most cherished value; that we should treat people as we would like to be treated. This sentence keep rewinding in my mind (seeing and observing the people ard me).

Visited my nanny last week with keong. Its been ages since i saw her and i do miss her very much. She cooked dinner for us. Its fate that im able to meet such a nice and great nanny of mine who took care of me since i was born. And she occupy a special place in my heart. It feels really good to see her! (:

She told me the past, how she actually began to take care of me. How ah gong used to dote me when he's around. Ah gong is a romanish, thus they are english-speaking family. Anyway, mixed feeling within me at that moment and i was feeling kind of emotional. It was actually through my grandmother where she will sit at the playground and chat with other grannies. They happened to know each other then. Nanny was telling me how tiny am i when i'm born and placed in the incubator. (yes, im a premature baby when i was born, only 7 months)

It reminds me of how i would always want to go her house whenever my mum scolded me. Her daughter will always bring grealdine, her brother & i out during weekends. Thus geraldine became a childhood friend of mine. We would always write letters and mail out to each other.

i can go on and on and on...

All in all, i'm thankful to have her in my life and i just want to spend more time with her.

Nanny's daughter told me why she resigned her job after 19 years. It makes alot of sense to me. She said 'happiness and health come first'. I pondered...

It was keong's niece 1 year old birthday last saturday. Headed down to coasta sands for her celebration.






(Don't laugh) my lip crack and thus it look like theres something on my lip.


Every part of you that you choose to share with me, I treasure.

I want to block everyone possible.
everyone, anyone.
because in the end they don't care.
Then, i'll play the fool.

Then again, i am not tall enough to build that tall fence.
Not big enough to make big fences.
Not strong enough to make it hard.
so i can't block, no defence.
so everyone and anyone comes in.
try to play pretend and be nice to me.
then, they hurt me unknowingly.
they leave me hanging.
they make me feel bad about myself.
thinking about how stupid and ugly i am.

Randomly, i love Brand's Innershine Berry Essence which is known for good eye health. And i drink it every night before sleep unless mummy cook birdnest for us. Hope it's gonna be a good week for me. Goodbye!

RANDOM FACT: never burn any bridges unless the other party walk out of you. (someone taught me this and its still in my brain)





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i am christine who is blessed with what i have.

i am 27 this year and my birthday falls on 4th august.

i'm just another ordinary girl.
i don't live life to be famous or someone great. i just live
for the success, love and happiness.

Though i may appear aloof at times but im actually approachable.
You will get to realise when you know me better
and how crazy can i be. :)

my life is like a ferris wheel, has it's ups and downs...

Though over the years,i've stumbled on rocks. i know
very well that with each time, I managed to pick myself up.
It makes me to be more wiser and grow stronger
with experiences that i've learnt & gained.

However things that happened didn't bring me down cos i
believe that everything happens for a reason, this may
leads me a happier life. THUS, i'm still generally a
happy person.

:)

Looking back at certain aspects of my life so far,
i can't pride myself upon what makes the me today.
There are way too many regrets.

I feel uber sensitive about everything, thus getting hurt
easily at the slightest remark and i hate to cry infront of everyone.

I live the life the way i want it to be for nobody knows what
future might brings.

I am blessed to have a great caring family and close friends
by my side. They're the ones who will stay by me no matter
what happens and i know i can count on them always.

i meet new people, learning something from each and
every person i've came across.

i would say thay i have grown alot through experience
and exposure to different things these few years.

Sometimes things are complicated including people as well.
It might not turn out the way we want it to be or meeting
people who aren't true to you. Thus, it pretty much
depends on how we see and handle them.

Life's beautiful...
everything around me seems to glow with a touch of magic dust...
lookin' forward to the future..
wanna fly towards my dreams..
just wanna smile n laugh with each passing day with my loved ones...
learn & see more about the world around me..

If I was never good enough, then I will work my way up forever..
strive to be a better person, better friend, better daughter.

live it, love it.. and still learning from it

Appreciate the goodness in life everyone! =)


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christine_wsy88@hotmail.com


LOVES

Little surprise would definitely melt my heart ♥

i love strawberries, strawberry shortcake,
spicy food, hot chocolate, fruit salad,
candies, cupcakes, drama, piano, travel,
perfumes, dresses, white roses, hugs,
handmade cards, written letters, pink color, family.

Loves music and piano has been part of my life
since young at the age of 8.

i love people who are true to me

i yearn to love. and i long to be loved in return.


LONG GONE




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