Wednesday, March 05, 2008
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You was looking for your prince, ooh
what you found(wat u found)
Is a pauper with potential
And no, i'm nowhere near perfect..NO
but i'm around(but im around)
Girl, time and patience is essential
baby realize...

Good afternoOoOoOoOoOon! (;

So much going on in my head and yet im unable to verbalise the thoughts and feelings, the emotions that seem to zap me of my energy. I will not let my emotions control me. Sometimes i don`t know how to feel, don`t know wad to do anymore... im just so tired!

I am sure that friends who know me long and well enough are definitely aware that i dislike people to lie and moreover what? Close friends? Yes, you may have your difficulties and you hope i will understand. In my opinion, i feel that its better to speak the truth when i asked "is he someone i know?" Yet u replied no. However u message me the next day and be frank with me that actually my guessing was correct.

Remember the time when we asked whether do you like him and you said no, you only treat him as a friend but now...

Look, its not that i do not understand your difficulties, but have you ever tell me whats your difficulties in the first place? Even if you have your difficulties and you told me about it, as a girlfriend of yours, i will understand you rather than u chose to lie and hide it from me which made me rather paranoid and ponder whether are we really close friends... i just dislike the feelings of being lied by my friend. Its the same like how would you feel if your partner were to lie to you.

Anyway, glad that you found a guy that you love.

friends are not friends if they don't stay true

Friendship takes two hands to clap, one can`t clap on its own, sometimes, making the first move can be tiring and trying...

Somehow it seems that we are just someone they remember when they are 'free' or when they 'have time'. Of course school is important, exams and tests are very important too but week after week, one glances at their phones in anticipation, hoping it may beep or ring with just a simple hello or how are you? That is just something to brighten up our days. =)

One thinks that maybe somehow we may be worth a thought or two, that people will care enough to ask about your week. Sometimes when we initiate it, they are greeted with no response. Actions speak louder than words. Seriously, it is tiring. I`m just amazed at the idea of how people want to be involved in your life but are not willing to take the step to be part of it.

Aren`t friends as important as relationships? People do get tired of others running to them when a relationship goes wrong, but when all is well, they seem to forget that such a friendship exists.

Sometimes with the countless number of friends, one really feel lonely. such an interesting thing aint it? and how an acquaintance can easily catch of how we feel but someone close is convinced by the smile on the face. Many friends does not equate popularity, does not equate feeling happy, does not rid the loneliness. They are great friends who were there in the past... and i know they will always be, i guess thats why it hurts a little more than expected. haha, i`ll just do my part and thats all i can do anyway. =)

sometimes, ignorance is bliss isn`t it?

Was chatting with keong last night. Its been a long time since we last had a good chat over the phone ever since we sperated. Shared with him how i feel and told each other what actually did our fortune teller told each of us regarding our relationship. Haha.. he don`t want us to become bestie or normal friends so what are we? Lols-

When you love someone, you`ve gotta set him free.
If he comes back in kind, i`ll know he`s mine.

Chatted with bf`yf too. He is going to HK soon and moreover its darn cheap and affordable. He asked me before whether do i wanna go too but my school has already start by then. However i wish i could take one week holiday and go along with him and his friends. And they are staying in the disney hotel. That would be fun!

Sometimes i wish that i can go back to the past again... and i believe most people have had regrets in their lives too. Although those are all bygones, there are alot of people whom i`m really grateful of. People who stood by me in spite of all odds. People who gave me a pat and supported me in every way when i was in trouble. People who is there for me when i was lost.

I wonder when is bf`hf coming back?

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i am christine who is blessed with what i have.

i am 27 this year and my birthday falls on 4th august.

i'm just another ordinary girl.
i don't live life to be famous or someone great. i just live
for the success, love and happiness.

Though i may appear aloof at times but im actually approachable.
You will get to realise when you know me better
and how crazy can i be. :)

my life is like a ferris wheel, has it's ups and downs...

Though over the years,i've stumbled on rocks. i know
very well that with each time, I managed to pick myself up.
It makes me to be more wiser and grow stronger
with experiences that i've learnt & gained.

However things that happened didn't bring me down cos i
believe that everything happens for a reason, this may
leads me a happier life. THUS, i'm still generally a
happy person.

:)

Looking back at certain aspects of my life so far,
i can't pride myself upon what makes the me today.
There are way too many regrets.

I feel uber sensitive about everything, thus getting hurt
easily at the slightest remark and i hate to cry infront of everyone.

I live the life the way i want it to be for nobody knows what
future might brings.

I am blessed to have a great caring family and close friends
by my side. They're the ones who will stay by me no matter
what happens and i know i can count on them always.

i meet new people, learning something from each and
every person i've came across.

i would say thay i have grown alot through experience
and exposure to different things these few years.

Sometimes things are complicated including people as well.
It might not turn out the way we want it to be or meeting
people who aren't true to you. Thus, it pretty much
depends on how we see and handle them.

Life's beautiful...
everything around me seems to glow with a touch of magic dust...
lookin' forward to the future..
wanna fly towards my dreams..
just wanna smile n laugh with each passing day with my loved ones...
learn & see more about the world around me..

If I was never good enough, then I will work my way up forever..
strive to be a better person, better friend, better daughter.

live it, love it.. and still learning from it

Appreciate the goodness in life everyone! =)


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i love strawberries, strawberry shortcake,
spicy food, hot chocolate, fruit salad,
candies, cupcakes, drama, piano, travel,
perfumes, dresses, white roses, hugs,
handmade cards, written letters, pink color, family.

Loves music and piano has been part of my life
since young at the age of 8.

i love people who are true to me

i yearn to love. and i long to be loved in return.


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