Saturday, March 22, 2008
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fly me to the moon
and let me dance among the stars
fly away form here
from all the sadness and memories
from all the shivers and worries
from all the tingling emotions

I'm having blues lately, i wonder why. I'm feeling down too, i have no idea why either. He said im kiddy, he asked when will i ever grow up? Then i realise i don't ever want to grow up. Such a naive thought, but why not? :)

Keong tried to call me many times but i rejected all. He was worried and asked me what happened this time. I told him am fine, its just that I do not feel like answering calls and replying to messages except for some.

I have no doubts in you that you will make every of my dreams come true. i know you'll give me anything i want if i request and bring me to places that i want to go. I know you have change for a better because of me. You want me to know that u're always there for me even our distance is so far. i can feel those effort that you've put in. You want to settle down but this has never cross my mind before. Perhaps i shd start thinking. But im still young at the age of 19. haha! Thus i asked "what makes you think that i'm the one for you and why me?" Your answer melt my heart. Thanks for everything.

However at times, i feel different. i want to remain single and not having any bf. Perhaps i am having moodswing and this is only temporary. Like what they say, maybe he is not by my side and thats why im feeling insecure. However when he's back, everything will be back to normal again. Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps...

all these insecurities,
they pop out of no where and they stay.
they stay for a long, long time.
i don't like them.
i don't like them at all.

"everyone thought love would be destroyed by a monstrous piece of disaster, but it actually decays gradually through a million hurts."

I realised we should not wait and take it to heart when one has done wrong, but voice out. The patience should come in when the other half is talking no matter how tired and uninterested you are, we shouldn't be planning our defences while he is talking.

Well, i guess i fail badly on that.

Had a little tiff with mum the previous day over some cotton wool stuffs. Damn frigging unhappy. It was kinda stupid and ridiculous though. Its over...

I do not feel like going home after work, thus i met up with bf'huifen. We went to queensway shopping centre together with his brother. Helped his bro to look ard for nice shirts. Bought it and went for dinner before we headed to IKEA and fool around.









I have in mind on how i want my new room to look like. The things that i am going to purchase.

Self-select timetable was panicky. Was supposed to choose a good time-table but ended up choosing a lousy one. i totally dislike the school having this system. Its just like how fast can your fingers work. The fastest fingers will win. However i am delighted to be in the same class with the girls again. (:

This is a photo edit by my sweet bf' elaine (:

i am looking forward in meeting you and huifen this sunday too! Lets dress something in common together this time. And cam-whore lots of pictures!

RANDOM FACT: A relationship can be like two people pulling a log together.

i hate it when i can`t control my emotions
i hate it when my life is bound by all these troubles

如果爱是坐秋千
你就是我的原点








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i am christine who is blessed with what i have.

i am 27 this year and my birthday falls on 4th august.

i'm just another ordinary girl.
i don't live life to be famous or someone great. i just live
for the success, love and happiness.

Though i may appear aloof at times but im actually approachable.
You will get to realise when you know me better
and how crazy can i be. :)

my life is like a ferris wheel, has it's ups and downs...

Though over the years,i've stumbled on rocks. i know
very well that with each time, I managed to pick myself up.
It makes me to be more wiser and grow stronger
with experiences that i've learnt & gained.

However things that happened didn't bring me down cos i
believe that everything happens for a reason, this may
leads me a happier life. THUS, i'm still generally a
happy person.

:)

Looking back at certain aspects of my life so far,
i can't pride myself upon what makes the me today.
There are way too many regrets.

I feel uber sensitive about everything, thus getting hurt
easily at the slightest remark and i hate to cry infront of everyone.

I live the life the way i want it to be for nobody knows what
future might brings.

I am blessed to have a great caring family and close friends
by my side. They're the ones who will stay by me no matter
what happens and i know i can count on them always.

i meet new people, learning something from each and
every person i've came across.

i would say thay i have grown alot through experience
and exposure to different things these few years.

Sometimes things are complicated including people as well.
It might not turn out the way we want it to be or meeting
people who aren't true to you. Thus, it pretty much
depends on how we see and handle them.

Life's beautiful...
everything around me seems to glow with a touch of magic dust...
lookin' forward to the future..
wanna fly towards my dreams..
just wanna smile n laugh with each passing day with my loved ones...
learn & see more about the world around me..

If I was never good enough, then I will work my way up forever..
strive to be a better person, better friend, better daughter.

live it, love it.. and still learning from it

Appreciate the goodness in life everyone! =)


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christine_wsy88@hotmail.com


LOVES

Little surprise would definitely melt my heart ♥

i love strawberries, strawberry shortcake,
spicy food, hot chocolate, fruit salad,
candies, cupcakes, drama, piano, travel,
perfumes, dresses, white roses, hugs,
handmade cards, written letters, pink color, family.

Loves music and piano has been part of my life
since young at the age of 8.

i love people who are true to me

i yearn to love. and i long to be loved in return.


LONG GONE




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