Sunday, February 17, 2008
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I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

My heart feels heavy and i`ve been thinking, thinking and thinking...

How do you express something that you want to say so much,but yet can find no way to say it right?

I can`t seem to absorb anything that i`ve studied into my mind last night. I felt so restless.

I wonder why do people blog?
For a simple reason, to express their own thoughts and feelings.

I have my eyes to see, my ears to hear, and my heart to feel and i do not need anyone to tell me whether who is good and who is bad because I believe in myself more. Yes, i may be wrong but time will eventually reveal a person`s true character.

A person who has love will not say mean things to hurt people. Love does not criticize without grace. You know what God says? Without love, one is nothing.

And because with love. we can overcome all obstacles, be it big or small as love is the greatest gift.

Last week`s happening was just like a mini rollercoaster for me with mixed feelings, ups and downs.. Friendship turn sour, relationship wise has make me to become stronger. I realised friends who i`m not close with are actually being there for me. He, John, who is actually a friend of keong and a friend of mine is there for me when he know that things did not go well between us. Though he knew what happened but he did not question me much, he just told me to move on with life. He tried to message me every night, hopefully I will not think too much when I`m alone.

He, yaofeng who used to be my 'bf' is actually there to lend me a listening ear. Not forgetting the rest such as cousins, stupid boy and my friends in school. (:

Life is an ebb and flow of constant changes. We experience aweakening, frustrations, sadnesses and happiness. Related to disappointments, untimely occurrences, unwanted occurences,and exciting occurences. Dealing with the making of new adjustments, while letting go of the familiarity and comfort of the past. Knowing that what was so secure yesterday was just a fleeting moment in time.

Browsing through those photos,



my family and friends, those who have made my life count, made it all worthwhile. And what more can i ask for?

I hide behind a mask
the mask as a shield to look at what
others can never see
words that i dare not utter are flooding me
trying hard to embrace the life that you know
having the courage to finally let go
The personal life deeply lived always
expands into truths beyond itself.

Wish I could be like stronger and not let remarks like tt affect me so. Start loving others. More importantly, start loving and appreciating yourself.

There is absolutely nothing wrong in being imperfect yah? Everyone is beautiful. And what matters most is your heart. It goes beyond everything. :)

Im engulfed by the stress.... EXAMS! I am going to study now now NOW! Better make sure i can at least finish study the module which i dislike most, INTERNATIONAL ECONOMICS! Urghh!!!

RANDOM FACT: Love is seeing past the stretch marks, cellulite and scars.

Should i eat? should i not? should i eat? should i not?

"Love is patient, love is kind, love does not envy, does not parade itself, is not puffed up; does not behave rudely, is not selfish, is not angry, thinks no evil, does not rejoice in iniquity but in truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things and endures all things. Love never fails." 1 Corinthians 13: 4-8

若你是星星 我是你的天空





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i am christine who is blessed with what i have.

i am 27 this year and my birthday falls on 4th august.

i'm just another ordinary girl.
i don't live life to be famous or someone great. i just live
for the success, love and happiness.

Though i may appear aloof at times but im actually approachable.
You will get to realise when you know me better
and how crazy can i be. :)

my life is like a ferris wheel, has it's ups and downs...

Though over the years,i've stumbled on rocks. i know
very well that with each time, I managed to pick myself up.
It makes me to be more wiser and grow stronger
with experiences that i've learnt & gained.

However things that happened didn't bring me down cos i
believe that everything happens for a reason, this may
leads me a happier life. THUS, i'm still generally a
happy person.

:)

Looking back at certain aspects of my life so far,
i can't pride myself upon what makes the me today.
There are way too many regrets.

I feel uber sensitive about everything, thus getting hurt
easily at the slightest remark and i hate to cry infront of everyone.

I live the life the way i want it to be for nobody knows what
future might brings.

I am blessed to have a great caring family and close friends
by my side. They're the ones who will stay by me no matter
what happens and i know i can count on them always.

i meet new people, learning something from each and
every person i've came across.

i would say thay i have grown alot through experience
and exposure to different things these few years.

Sometimes things are complicated including people as well.
It might not turn out the way we want it to be or meeting
people who aren't true to you. Thus, it pretty much
depends on how we see and handle them.

Life's beautiful...
everything around me seems to glow with a touch of magic dust...
lookin' forward to the future..
wanna fly towards my dreams..
just wanna smile n laugh with each passing day with my loved ones...
learn & see more about the world around me..

If I was never good enough, then I will work my way up forever..
strive to be a better person, better friend, better daughter.

live it, love it.. and still learning from it

Appreciate the goodness in life everyone! =)


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christine_wsy88@hotmail.com


LOVES

Little surprise would definitely melt my heart ♥

i love strawberries, strawberry shortcake,
spicy food, hot chocolate, fruit salad,
candies, cupcakes, drama, piano, travel,
perfumes, dresses, white roses, hugs,
handmade cards, written letters, pink color, family.

Loves music and piano has been part of my life
since young at the age of 8.

i love people who are true to me

i yearn to love. and i long to be loved in return.


LONG GONE




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