Saturday, November 17, 2007
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love takes time
I don't wanna be here
I don't wanna be here alone
Losin' my mind
From this hollow in my heart
Suddenly I'm so incomplete
Tell me how to stop the pain
Tears are fallin' down endlessly


Many things happened these few days. Firstly was the incident between them. Next was a girl calling him sweet name. Then those photos in his hp and Lastly there were misunderstanding about the dinner with his colleagues last night.

How would u feel when u were to see someone calling him the word ' babe' ? it sound gayish but... How would u feel when you were to see him putting his hand on a girl`s shoulder and they were darn close? How would u feel when he did not take the initiative to ask u along for dinner with his friends and expect you to wait for him to finish instead?

I know that in between there is some misunderstanding but well....

Perhaps i am over sensitive. I am a girl with feelings too. I can`t deny the fact that I am really hurt this time round. No matter how much I tried and want him to understand but failed.

I know that I am not good enough, perhaps i am not worth being with him. Everything happen for a reason. Maybe we should know and understand each other more in depth. Being friends is better than lovers?

I know that he meant well for me sometimes. However the care n concern from him is no longer there anymore. Somehow suddenly everything changes when he comes back from HK. I miss the times when we played, argued and bully each other before he left 2 months ago. However theres a full stop right now.

The hurt in me needs time to heal. Its hard to let go but i`ll try.

I learn something new...

Try to catch of happy things in life and not to think about unhappy things or things that will make u worried. Things just come and go and of course it takes time to regain happiness if you`ve been through like lots of emotions, sad emotions, heartbroken which involved in and unsure and insecure relationship.

but just live with all the good memories.

我想我现在还不够清醒
该爱着你 该离开你
还是继续逃避

Sorry that i am not good enough for you

.Goodbye love.





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i am christine who is blessed with what i have.

i am 27 this year and my birthday falls on 4th august.

i'm just another ordinary girl.
i don't live life to be famous or someone great. i just live
for the success, love and happiness.

Though i may appear aloof at times but im actually approachable.
You will get to realise when you know me better
and how crazy can i be. :)

my life is like a ferris wheel, has it's ups and downs...

Though over the years,i've stumbled on rocks. i know
very well that with each time, I managed to pick myself up.
It makes me to be more wiser and grow stronger
with experiences that i've learnt & gained.

However things that happened didn't bring me down cos i
believe that everything happens for a reason, this may
leads me a happier life. THUS, i'm still generally a
happy person.

:)

Looking back at certain aspects of my life so far,
i can't pride myself upon what makes the me today.
There are way too many regrets.

I feel uber sensitive about everything, thus getting hurt
easily at the slightest remark and i hate to cry infront of everyone.

I live the life the way i want it to be for nobody knows what
future might brings.

I am blessed to have a great caring family and close friends
by my side. They're the ones who will stay by me no matter
what happens and i know i can count on them always.

i meet new people, learning something from each and
every person i've came across.

i would say thay i have grown alot through experience
and exposure to different things these few years.

Sometimes things are complicated including people as well.
It might not turn out the way we want it to be or meeting
people who aren't true to you. Thus, it pretty much
depends on how we see and handle them.

Life's beautiful...
everything around me seems to glow with a touch of magic dust...
lookin' forward to the future..
wanna fly towards my dreams..
just wanna smile n laugh with each passing day with my loved ones...
learn & see more about the world around me..

If I was never good enough, then I will work my way up forever..
strive to be a better person, better friend, better daughter.

live it, love it.. and still learning from it

Appreciate the goodness in life everyone! =)


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LOVES

Little surprise would definitely melt my heart ♥

i love strawberries, strawberry shortcake,
spicy food, hot chocolate, fruit salad,
candies, cupcakes, drama, piano, travel,
perfumes, dresses, white roses, hugs,
handmade cards, written letters, pink color, family.

Loves music and piano has been part of my life
since young at the age of 8.

i love people who are true to me

i yearn to love. and i long to be loved in return.


LONG GONE




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