I`m back after disappearing for 3248796 days. HAHA!!

Went out with von, ml and roxanne after our papers. Headed to for suki sushi buffet at town. Were crapping and crazily eating down there for ard 4 hours. Went to walk ard and then everyone headed back home.

This is my super belated present from Ml and von. Thanks =)

Met up with them and went bugis searching for gift. Rahhh!! Can`t find anything!

This is what I received before the last day of my paper. A box of chocolate from him cz its a reward for me for studying so hard for the past few days. Lol-

Yummy donuts!

Alright, things had not been right before the start of my exam. Theres somehow unhappiness here and there. And I told myself not to let it affect me from studying so I tried not to think too much or avoid online. Things start to become better now, hopefully.

Met up with bf`hf last thursday. Went Jp to buy my stuffs then settled down at library cafe to chit-chat and ate prata! Thanks for being beside me when I cried that night. I`m touched that u came down immediately when I told you I am sad. It was raining and I saw you running towards me without an umbrella. River of tears run down my cheek when I told u what exactly happened. U comfort me... Thanks girl!

Perhpas I may not be a good friend but no matter what happen, I`ll be there for u just like u will be there for me. Sometimes, we may be busy with our own stuffs but believe me, u are not forgotten by me and I did not throw u aside at all. I do wish we can hang out everytime but u gonna be sick of me if u see me everyday! No? And u said " its good that we know what each other is thinking without telling each other what we are thinking." I agreed. I cherish the time spent together with you, the days that we played and laughing together was indeed a memorable one that I had throughout my lifetime.

Thanks kelvin too! U must be shocked when u heard me cried. I just cant control my tears when I think of how they behave towards me. Imagine someone called and U answered. She asked " where are you and you know all of us are waiting for you?" I replied " I just had my dinner and am watching tv at home cz I need to digest before playing bball." She then asked " watch till what time and I said 8pm."

I accompany mum and dad to buy some things before daddy drove me to the bball court and met up with them. They saw me and I did say hi and even smile at them. But what? None of them even bother to say a hi back or smile. And they just continue playing as if I am invisible. So I sat alone at the bench till it began to drizzle. I stood up and walked away... Then tears began rolling down.

A girl friend name Jaslyn and i just want her to be happy.

if friends were for life,
i will want to make u mine.
and time will be spent so fine.
even if it is to dine.

Before I end my entry, this is something that cross my mind and just wanna share with u guys.

"Sometimes, in our relentless efforts to find
the person we love we fail to recognize and
appreciate the people who love us.

We miss out on so many beautiful things and
simply because we allow ourselves to been
slaved by our own selfish concerns.

Go for the Lady deeds and not for the Lady of
words for you will find rewarding happiness not
with the Lady you love but the Lady who loves
you more.

The best lovers are those who are capable of
loving from a distance, far enough to allow the
other person to grow, but never too far to feel
the love deep within your being.

To let go of someone doesn't mean you have
to stop loving, it only means that you allow that
person to find his own happiness without
expecting him to come back.

Letting go is not just setting the other person
free, but it is also setting yourself free from all
bitterness, hatred, and anger that keep in your
heart.

Do not let the bitterness rare away your
strength and weaken your faith, and never allow pain to
dishearten you, but rather let you grow with
wisdom in bearing it.

You may found peace in just loving someone
from a distance not expecting anything in return.
But be careful, for this can sustain life but
can never give enough room for us to grow.

We can all survive with just beautiful memories
of the past but real peace and happiness come
only with open acceptance of what reality is today.

There comes a time in our lives when we
chance upon someone so nice and beautiful and we
just find ourselves getting so intensely attracted to
that person.

This feeling soon become a part of our
everyday lives and eventually consumes our thoughts
and actions.

The sad part of it is when we begin to realize
that this person feels nothing more for us than just
a friendship.

We start our desperate attempt to get noticed
and be closer but in the end our efforts are still
unrewarded and we end up being sorry for
ourselves.

You don't have to forget someone you love.
What you need to learn is how to accept the
verdict of reality without being bitter or sorry
for yourself.

Believe me, you would be better off giving that
dedication and love to someone more
deserving.

Don't let your heart run your life, be sensible
and let your mind speak for itself.

Listen not only to your feelings but to reason
as well.

Always remember that if you lose someone
today,
it means that someone better is coming
tomorrow.

If you lose love that doesn't mean that you
failed in love.

Cry, if you have to, but make it sure that the
tears wash away the hurt and the bitterness
that the past has left with you.

Let go of yesterday and love will find its way
back to you.

And when it does, pray that it may be the love
that will stay and last a lifetime.
Learn from it...words of wisdom doesn't come
easy.."

Life is Beautiful...

RANDOM FACT: I`m learning. Everyone should. I am only 19, hope it isnt too late.