Thursday, July 26, 2007
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Somtimes I`d just spend a little quiet time on my own.
Sometimes life gets so tired I don`t wanna carry on.
Sometimes it`s just how much I ask for that makes me wanna cry.
And sometimes, its just what one couldn`t give that made it hurt so badly.

Knock some sense into me, people.
I`m going insane.

Now is the crucial period! Projects are almost done except for business law which is next week. After all these projects and revision lecture, its time to prepare for the upcoming exam in august. And please don`t make me fall sick this time. Rahhh!! August? It mean my birthday is coming soon. :) Then semester will end and finally holidays. Guess im only looking forward to the 2 months holiday and nth else matters.

On the surface, things may seem to be back on track but deep down...
In the blink of an eye, words of dedication- turn to dust
ray of sunshine fade away.

I still cannot get over the quarrel that happenend. Deep down in me, I still feel depressed and will cause my heart to ache whenever I think of it. Guess i still need more time to get over this. I went home late for the past few days just because I don`t feel like facing her. But well, at least I am a good girl today okay? I reached home at 1pm. We spoke to each other a few words before she went out and I`m down here updating my blog.

Had been sleeping late especially this week cos of rushing through projects, doing powerpoint slides. Slept as late as 3 plus in the morning and got up at 6 plus.. Not even a sufficient 8 hours of sleep. And now, im feeling tired and back is aching.

I miss those nice chatting session with huifeng and qiuting. I miss the times when we sat in the lecture hall together crapping away. And its been long since we have a good talk. However today, after I&E lesson, we gathered and chatted together. Telling one another what happened recently, updating one another about it. Hopefully, we will choose the same class for next semester then we can have more outing in the future. (:

I realised many things are changing as well as people do change too. It seem so scary to me at the way how people talk and behave.

I have been feeling rather parched, jaded and resentful having to live a mundane life. But sometimes along the way, we get to meet beautiful people that will pave the way ahead for us, and from there, I learn to embrace life a step at a time.

I have got a little sunshine in me. have you got yours? But this sunshine can be rather useless at times. Where did you run to? so far away...

You tried to hold my hand but I pulled it away... u`re nice and sweet but am sorry that we can never be together because guys who club is definitely a big No to me and of course there are some other reasons behind it as well.

Why does every night seem so long and dreadful?

I hate the dark.
I hate the lonely nights.
I hate the silent atmosphere.

But why is it that it never get better? Nothing seems to be done to alleviate this situation or has it never dawned upon you in such a manner? Or perhaps I`m just problematic?

Its the little things you do, that makes you beautiful. Its the small little parts of a puzzle that completes the whole isn`t it?

Behind that side of a person lies a multitude of other facts and faces. Under which concept would it mark your division?

Perfection has barely met the eye.

When you lose the strength to take the last fight out, nothing else matters anymore. Does it?

I didn`t want to wake up and find that I was falling so fast. I am not strong without you.

Fading away.

Some things never change, though they have been left unspoken for a long time.

A beautiful person taught me to see things in a different perspective. All that matters is that you treasure everything you have, for that moment.

RANDOM FACT: Swing away my sorrow





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i am christine who is blessed with what i have.

i am 27 this year and my birthday falls on 4th august.

i'm just another ordinary girl.
i don't live life to be famous or someone great. i just live
for the success, love and happiness.

Though i may appear aloof at times but im actually approachable.
You will get to realise when you know me better
and how crazy can i be. :)

my life is like a ferris wheel, has it's ups and downs...

Though over the years,i've stumbled on rocks. i know
very well that with each time, I managed to pick myself up.
It makes me to be more wiser and grow stronger
with experiences that i've learnt & gained.

However things that happened didn't bring me down cos i
believe that everything happens for a reason, this may
leads me a happier life. THUS, i'm still generally a
happy person.

:)

Looking back at certain aspects of my life so far,
i can't pride myself upon what makes the me today.
There are way too many regrets.

I feel uber sensitive about everything, thus getting hurt
easily at the slightest remark and i hate to cry infront of everyone.

I live the life the way i want it to be for nobody knows what
future might brings.

I am blessed to have a great caring family and close friends
by my side. They're the ones who will stay by me no matter
what happens and i know i can count on them always.

i meet new people, learning something from each and
every person i've came across.

i would say thay i have grown alot through experience
and exposure to different things these few years.

Sometimes things are complicated including people as well.
It might not turn out the way we want it to be or meeting
people who aren't true to you. Thus, it pretty much
depends on how we see and handle them.

Life's beautiful...
everything around me seems to glow with a touch of magic dust...
lookin' forward to the future..
wanna fly towards my dreams..
just wanna smile n laugh with each passing day with my loved ones...
learn & see more about the world around me..

If I was never good enough, then I will work my way up forever..
strive to be a better person, better friend, better daughter.

live it, love it.. and still learning from it

Appreciate the goodness in life everyone! =)


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LOVES

Little surprise would definitely melt my heart ♥

i love strawberries, strawberry shortcake,
spicy food, hot chocolate, fruit salad,
candies, cupcakes, drama, piano, travel,
perfumes, dresses, white roses, hugs,
handmade cards, written letters, pink color, family.

Loves music and piano has been part of my life
since young at the age of 8.

i love people who are true to me

i yearn to love. and i long to be loved in return.


LONG GONE




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