Christine says SMILE! Nothing is gonna bring me down.

James called me up yesterday night when I hang down the phone with bf. He told me that he did my true friends test. He scored alright so I asked him which questions he scored wrongly. And he said those qns that wants him to guess who are my boyfriends and who I refer to when I said 'the girls'. Guess what, he just simply chose all those answers that have HUIFEN name in it. Hilarious.. cute of him cz he only heard me mentioning hf and not the rest. *Hint: hf is not one of the girls. :) And who say u love hugo boss and u think I cannot use hugo boss perfume.. Lol-

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You said I`m a soft-hearted girl. I always regret in the things that I said, putting the blame to myself. I am not bad at all for saying such thing. You stopped me for kept saying im a bad girl, its all my fault but have u ever wondered, within me, I seriously don`t feel good at all. Thanks for being there.

I`m dawn onto you.. I didn`t know how much you mean to me.

Labels : I`m blind

We must always change, renew, rejuvenate ourselves; otherwise, we harden.

I am tired..

Change my blog song. The loneliness by babyface-

[Verse 1]
Im sitting here
Thinking bout
How im gon-na do without
You around in my life
and how am I
I gon' get by
I ain't got no days
Just lonely nights
You want the truth
Well girl im not alright
Feel out of place
and out of time
I think im gonna lose my mind

[Chorus]
So tell me how you feel (im lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (i think of you)
Baby still (are you lonely)
Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time)
So let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)
Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)
Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)
I think that i will never love again

[Verse 2]
I miss your face
I miss your kiss
I even miss the arguments
That we would have from time to time
I miss you standing by my side
I'm dying here its clear to see
There ain't no you,
God knows there ain't no me
Don't wanna live, I wanna die
If I cant have you in my life

[Chorus (repeat till end)]
So tell me how you feel (im lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (i think of you)
Baby still (are you lonely)

Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time, so lonely)
Oh let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)
Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)
Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)
I think that I will never love again

Entry update : 08:07pm

Frettin' never wins a fight
And fumin' never pays;
There ain't no use in broodin'
In these pessimistic ways;
Smile just kinder cheerfully
Though hope is nearly gone,
And bristle up and grit your teeth
And keep on keepin' on.

U must be kidding, aren`t u? Perhaps one should just do some reflection on their own. Since he don`t like people using 'someone' to describe him and why should he even use someone to describe another person.

Oh well... I wouldn`t had replied to ur entry if I had not heard or read it myself. Just go back and read ur past few entries. I won`t say when is it but its definitely earlier than my tuesday one 11:59pm.

Whatever it is, I guess everything should stop here. Like someone say, " I bite you, you bite me " This is just not gonna help .

True, Like I say, hide-n-seek between us, making wild guesses made us ended up in this state. No matter how much explaination and how many reasons we are gonna give each other, its just too difficult to clear the whole matter up, that big hole between us. And since its so diffcult to maintain this friendship after we seperated then just let it be in this state.

Being together is definitely a rash decision. The number of sweet mails that were sent to me after my b`dae made me touched. Made me realised how u felt. We thought we were meant to be together but never did we know that we don`t suit each other at all because of our stubborn character. If I ever know that we would end up in this state, almost strangers then I had rather we be friends since the beginning. Who knows maybe now we`ll still be talking to each other compared to now, we are almost strangers, hi-bye friends. Distance just drifted as the day goes by *

THANKS for giving in to me, tolerating my craziness, encouraging me, hearing all my complaints, problems, stood up for me, being there for me when I cried. All these were already the past. Most of all, thanks for those sweet memories when we were together despite the countless of times quarreling.

Take care boy- Be happy as ever - =)

I love both of these girls. They laugh with me whenever I go mad, listen to my problems, cam-whoring with me and they make me go lala~

O`ya and before I forget, type in ur REAL NAME if u are doing my friendship test. Don`t put some stupid anonymous name and let me guess cz I`m gonna have a hard time cracking my brain. Thanks!

Common test is making me go mad like literally gonna break down anytime. So little time, so much to memorize and so much to understand. I should have started it earlier and not being so lazy. No excuses can make up for the loss of time. Its a loesson learnt. I just gonna keep my will and determination going and do my best.

Geeez.. foul mood? Tell me about it
refused to talk
tell me about friendship
tell me about relationship
tell me about being immature
tell me what the hell is happening!
screw this shit!

I am screaming, screaming to the empty minds,
of a dizzy twisted world.

-Drilled into studies-

RANDOM FACT: I`m sorry