Friday, February 09, 2007

Hold fast to dreams
For if dreams die
Life is a broken-winged bird
That cannot fly.

Hold fast to dreams
For when dreams go
Life is a barren field
Frozen with snow.

I am very bothered by something these days, maybe its cos I`m stressed over exam or I`m thinking of whether should I let go 'something' that I have been holding on.

I`m so stressed up yesterday when I was studying for econs again. Its always this module that made me feel like killing myself. Studied for 5 hours and I`m like.... Do not understand again. Sick of studying for this module! I have not yet start memorizing for CIP and OB yet. How? Someone kill me please!

Supposed to go shopping with bf`elaine yesterday noon but we postpone to next week instead because I`m afraid I cannot finish stuying. Cya ard next week! =)

Anyway, I still went out in the evening time. Met him up at bugis. Sorry to keep you waiting dude. *OpPs* Shop ard bugis to look for my new clothes. Then decided to go orchard to shop. New clothes hanging in my wardrobe again. Settled down at one ramen restaurant for dinner ard 9plus. My first and last time going there larh, prefer ajisen more. Much much more. Spicy ramen = No spicy at all! *wahahahas*

Headed home after that. Was on the train when he asked me one question " Don`t you feel like you have a bf and its the same as not having at all? " I admit I was stunned!!! I quickly changed to another topic. Thanks for your company yesterday night :)

Before I shut my mind off yesterday night, a question crossed my mind. Being honest is important to me because I detest liars. I have to be honest and sent him that message. Its a difficult choice to make. So I tried to weigh both of them as in who is more important. Forget it, wait till the day come then start thinking again.

What if I choose to be single? Hmm...

Its just a 'what if' qns because happened to read someone`s blog and lots of 'what if' running thru my mind right now.

Never ever take things for granted because it might be a lil` too late if you were to lose him / her.

Have you ever been afraid?
afraid of yourself,
afraid that you`ll do stupid things,
afraid that you`ll never live the
life that you`re supposed to...

I`m going off to study with bestie now...

RANDOM FACT: Mummy told me yesterday that my cooking was not bad =p

My mood is up and down
Don`t even know
what the hell I want.
Everything is fading.
I love you,
this 3 words will only
come out from my mouth
if I really mean it.
Have I told you lately that I love you?







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i am christine who is blessed with what i have.

i am 27 this year and my birthday falls on 4th august.

i'm just another ordinary girl.
i don't live life to be famous or someone great. i just live
for the success, love and happiness.

Though i may appear aloof at times but im actually approachable.
You will get to realise when you know me better
and how crazy can i be. :)

my life is like a ferris wheel, has it's ups and downs...

Though over the years,i've stumbled on rocks. i know
very well that with each time, I managed to pick myself up.
It makes me to be more wiser and grow stronger
with experiences that i've learnt & gained.

However things that happened didn't bring me down cos i
believe that everything happens for a reason, this may
leads me a happier life. THUS, i'm still generally a
happy person.

:)

Looking back at certain aspects of my life so far,
i can't pride myself upon what makes the me today.
There are way too many regrets.

I feel uber sensitive about everything, thus getting hurt
easily at the slightest remark and i hate to cry infront of everyone.

I live the life the way i want it to be for nobody knows what
future might brings.

I am blessed to have a great caring family and close friends
by my side. They're the ones who will stay by me no matter
what happens and i know i can count on them always.

i meet new people, learning something from each and
every person i've came across.

i would say thay i have grown alot through experience
and exposure to different things these few years.

Sometimes things are complicated including people as well.
It might not turn out the way we want it to be or meeting
people who aren't true to you. Thus, it pretty much
depends on how we see and handle them.

Life's beautiful...
everything around me seems to glow with a touch of magic dust...
lookin' forward to the future..
wanna fly towards my dreams..
just wanna smile n laugh with each passing day with my loved ones...
learn & see more about the world around me..

If I was never good enough, then I will work my way up forever..
strive to be a better person, better friend, better daughter.

live it, love it.. and still learning from it

Appreciate the goodness in life everyone! =)


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LOVES

Little surprise would definitely melt my heart ♥

i love strawberries, strawberry shortcake,
spicy food, hot chocolate, fruit salad,
candies, cupcakes, drama, piano, travel,
perfumes, dresses, white roses, hugs,
handmade cards, written letters, pink color, family.

Loves music and piano has been part of my life
since young at the age of 8.

i love people who are true to me

i yearn to love. and i long to be loved in return.


LONG GONE




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