run away with my heart
run away with my hope
run away with my love
i know now, just quite how
my life n love might still go on
in ur heart, in ur mind
i'll stay with u for all of time

Was raining heavily for the past 2 days... Its always the best to sleep during rainy days!

I always enjoyed myself during S & W with fun and loving people around. =) We did the same stupid exercises again. *hahas* Received a message from him when we were having a 3 mins water break. He asked whether do I want to have lunch with him. Darling huifeng wanted to reply " sure dear" but I stopped her and took my hp over. Well...ended up, I did not reply because its difficult for me to face him after this whole week of coldness. We did not quarrel but I just don`t know why I tend to behave in this way towards him.

My feeling for him has fade? No! Though sometimes I might say yes but afterall, I will feel sad whenever he is not ard or he did not message me.. I swear! I am a temperamental girl, just like a musical note. Its difficult to know how am I feeling. We did not talk to each other for the past 2 days.. Wonder why!?! Because I simply hate myself to end up in this quiet r/s where I feel that he don`t even care for me at all though he claimed that I`m important to him. Hmm...

Why is this r/s not improving? Why do I feel so far away from him? I mean he seldom share with me his problems or maybe he has none? I don`t know... We seldom talk to each other or even on the phone. Worst is we can dont contact each other for a day or sometimes I will just receive a message from him only at night before he went to sleep. I hate this kind of r/s I`m in! Like what others said, " he is weird." Well... I will say that this r/s is abnormal.

In my eyes, I am just a normal or a hi-bye friend to him. It makes no difference of me having a bf and not at all. Even if I have one now, I do not even feel loved at all. I do not even feel that I am his gf at all. Tell him my problems? Those problems that I`m not happy between us? Err... I would say its real difficult. I do not want to say out and end up unhappy with each other. Sometimes if quarrels can be avoided, then just avoid. it doesn`t make the individual feels good at all and therefore I rather take things to myself.

He is my bf and I do hope he can understand me the most compared to my friends just like I hope to understand him better than anyone else. But no, we failed in this area. No matter how this r/s gonna be like in da future, I hope it won`t affect me much and just move on with my life.

Okay, these are the reasons why I chose not to talk about my r/s stuff cz its something I do not feel proud at all.

CATS presentation yesterday. Thanks CK for ur message yesterday morning! =) We were supposed to be the 2nd group to present but ended up the first because the other group requested to present next week as they haven`t finish their project yet. I`m nervous cz my teacher`s expectation is really high. Overall turned out to be okay. Scored 8/10 for individual performance.*wahahas* My group members did well too! *Clap*

Lunch at canteen 2 with Ml, rox, huifeng and kristine. Headed home after that...

Finally this week is over. I`m sick of those projects and presentation. However theres another ocom table topic next tuesday. Good luck to me! *wahahas*

Ocom test on monday. Gonna make choco at night with bf`hf. Then vball match on tuesday evening... Finally piano lesson on wed morning and open house from thurs to sat. Hur hur...

Bro, when are we going Kbox? He scolded me for being so realistic cz I told him if yong hui is not going then I will not go. Hey, can`t u see I`m just kidding only? And stop bullying me. *bOo*

Bf`hf, take care of yourself. Go and see a doctor and avoid walking in the rain in future. Recover soon!

I LOVE that iPhone!!!

iPhone combines three products - a revolutionary mobile phone, a widescreen iPod with touch controls, and a breakthrough Internet communications device with desktop-class email, web browsing, maps, and searching - into one small and lightweight handheld device. iPhone also introduces an entirely new user interface based on a large multi-touch display and pioneering new software, letting you control everything with just your fingers. So it ushers in an era of software power and sophistication never before seen in a mobile device, completely redefining what you can do on a mobile phone.

Mummy, get one for me! =))

RANDOM FACT: I still love peter pan regardless of what happen. I hope to fill everyday of mine with ur love.

To watch you, to guide you thru e darkest of ur days
Just wanna be with you everytime-
Therefore I pray that we will become closer one day.