Friday, December 15, 2006
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To be somebody is to be yourself,
Fully confident of whom you are,
Humbly fulfilling the purpose of your life,
Serving others in peace and harmony,
Living a holistic life,
Fully integrating meaning and purpose
In everything you do.

When you are accepting yourself
- created in the image of the Creator
You will be yourself in a creative way,
Confidently exploring the talents given to you,
Blessing and serving your neighbours,
Releasing them to develop their own unique gifts.

When you dare to be yourself
You help others to be free
- from the fear of men
- from the tyranny of accepted opinions
When you dare to be yourself
You prove to yourself that you are somebody
And people around you will look up to you

Last paper today which is computer and technology. I will flunk!! And I`m quite sure of it unless miracle happen. Therefore I can prepare for a re-test when school reopen. I do not know how to answer those short essay questions. Well, blame me for not studying and memorize too. WHY WHY WHY!?!! Let me enlighten you now...

I am really annoyed by HIM and yes its that guy! He message me yesterday morning telling me that he found out my bf`s blog. Hur hur.. find then find lah.What has it got to do with me? Since you like digging out people past and finding people blog here and there then UP TO YOU!!! U are too free and I am not that free to entertain you at all. Bully? Yes, u bully me as in those harsh words u used on a girl. For eg. bloody f***er bitch. Did I offend you? Don`t you know you are so rude? Is this how a guy should behave? I mean a gentlemen with his own integrity? Is this the way how a president should behave? Have u set a good example?

Do not ever tell me that u never relate me to my bf. Please don`t DENY! Both of us are from different world and u have no right to judge me too! If you think that I`m just running away from reality so be it! Do not bother to message me too cz I just can`t be bothered bout u. Do not keep telling me about him, guess its because u just cannot let go and theres a barrier between u and the year 3s. Do not always push the blame to others when everyone has a part in it too. Do not tell me that u do not have a part in what happened?

I`m really motivate to study for my test yesterday morning. But his messages really made me lost my mood and motivation. Ya, maybe u have finish your common tests but I haven`t! Can`t u wait till next week then talk about it? Don`t u know u are selfish? Can`t u just spare a thought for others? N ya, wads the point telling me all that, its not as if I will do anything.

I have my limits too. U push me to the extent that I really hate you now. U think because I am a girl and I won`t do anything bad to you? I`m a human too and I have feelings. I tried to tolerate what u mentioned in your blog, forgive how u treat me and those words that u used on a girl. But I just don`t understand what the hell u want? U love making/seeing people`s life miserable is it? Never had I met such a guy like you before! NEVER!!! All of my guy friends are different and they don`t tend to behave in this way. How I wish I never met u in the first place and even be friends with you. So that all these stupid things will not happen. If you treat me good, I`ll treat u double good. But if u treat me bad, yes I can tolerate but if u go beyond that extent, do not expect me to treat u good anymore.

I have never felt this way in my life before and why must he appear and step into my life? Yes, I`m a girl and u`re not scared of me. I will not throw my temper and yell at you straight into your face because I still give u the respect. However if u continue to push me too far, then I am not sure what I will do if I`m really mad at you and totally pissed off. I`m really on the verge of breaking down soon.

I`m really curious why do u like digging out people past? How is the feeling like? Fun or exciting? Do you know the word 'PAST'? That is all the things that existed before now. Point taken? Past is past, now is now!! What for keep dwelling over that? Tell me why?

So because of all these that happened and his messages really made me do not have the mood to study. I`m having a bad headache after seeing all his messages and so I rest. When I tried to study again, nothing goes into my mind. Perhaps he should just disappear from my life.

Better don`t affect me when I`m having tests/exam in future cz I will just scream into your face!

RANDOM FACT: Accept me for who I am. Do not judge me or ever underestimate me!





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i am christine who is blessed with what i have.

i am 27 this year and my birthday falls on 4th august.

i'm just another ordinary girl.
i don't live life to be famous or someone great. i just live
for the success, love and happiness.

Though i may appear aloof at times but im actually approachable.
You will get to realise when you know me better
and how crazy can i be. :)

my life is like a ferris wheel, has it's ups and downs...

Though over the years,i've stumbled on rocks. i know
very well that with each time, I managed to pick myself up.
It makes me to be more wiser and grow stronger
with experiences that i've learnt & gained.

However things that happened didn't bring me down cos i
believe that everything happens for a reason, this may
leads me a happier life. THUS, i'm still generally a
happy person.

:)

Looking back at certain aspects of my life so far,
i can't pride myself upon what makes the me today.
There are way too many regrets.

I feel uber sensitive about everything, thus getting hurt
easily at the slightest remark and i hate to cry infront of everyone.

I live the life the way i want it to be for nobody knows what
future might brings.

I am blessed to have a great caring family and close friends
by my side. They're the ones who will stay by me no matter
what happens and i know i can count on them always.

i meet new people, learning something from each and
every person i've came across.

i would say thay i have grown alot through experience
and exposure to different things these few years.

Sometimes things are complicated including people as well.
It might not turn out the way we want it to be or meeting
people who aren't true to you. Thus, it pretty much
depends on how we see and handle them.

Life's beautiful...
everything around me seems to glow with a touch of magic dust...
lookin' forward to the future..
wanna fly towards my dreams..
just wanna smile n laugh with each passing day with my loved ones...
learn & see more about the world around me..

If I was never good enough, then I will work my way up forever..
strive to be a better person, better friend, better daughter.

live it, love it.. and still learning from it

Appreciate the goodness in life everyone! =)


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LOVES

Little surprise would definitely melt my heart ♥

i love strawberries, strawberry shortcake,
spicy food, hot chocolate, fruit salad,
candies, cupcakes, drama, piano, travel,
perfumes, dresses, white roses, hugs,
handmade cards, written letters, pink color, family.

Loves music and piano has been part of my life
since young at the age of 8.

i love people who are true to me

i yearn to love. and i long to be loved in return.


LONG GONE




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