Friday, December 01, 2006
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I am now,
in a world where I have to hide my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow I will show the world,
whats inside my heart,
and be loved for who I am.

I hate/love myself...

First day of december today. So much to voice out! The month of december left a scar and fond of memories in me for the past 2 years. Can`t help but feel like crying. No matter how hard I tried to forget, memories just kept flashing back and back again. I really don`t understand why..Just hate it!

I love the month of december and have been looking forward to christmas of course. Beautiful memories in the year of dec`04 but left a deep scar in dec`05. Close friends of mine should know what am I talking all about. Though it left a deep scar but we still managed to be back together 2 days after x`mas. However everything changed till apr`06. I do not love him anymore and he is just a friend of mine now. I`m putting the past behind me but don`t understand why it just can`t vanish into the air and disappear forever!?!! Just don`t get it!

I do not know why I still love christmas so much. Lets hope this year will be different and only leave good memories and not the bad ones again. Those memories will soon be gone but will always remembered deep down in my heart.

I have a new love now and he is someone I really like-

I`m so envious of those who just finished their O level. Imagaine they have such a long break till next year. Well, I know I have been through that period before but I really miss those times because I had fun working at sasa. Fun people over there and u can earn more money by yourself. Don`t have to think of so many things because all u know was only working everyday n its like totally break away from your friends. U do not even have time for them or just met up once a while when its your off day. Do not have to think of what to do everyday as it was fully occupied by working. Get to know more people and supper/gathering after work at night. By the time we reached home, it was already 3am.

Volleyball practice today. Was tiring.. guess it has been a habit for me for wanting to fall asleep every week during CATS lesson. I wanted to listen to what he said but its like....*omg* He never failed to talk for 2 hours for every cats lesson. If its better, it will last for 1 and a half hour only which was like today. We ended early... Imagine we have to eat something sour in order to keep us awake and the air con was so damn cold! *yawn*

Had lunch with him today. Headed home and went into my dreamland. I simply miss my 16 hours of sleep!

RANDOM FACT: What should I buy as a gift? I have something in mind but I still cannot decide! Pour in some ideas to me..Fast fast!
-Nothing is gonna cheer me up right now-





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i am christine who is blessed with what i have.

i am 27 this year and my birthday falls on 4th august.

i'm just another ordinary girl.
i don't live life to be famous or someone great. i just live
for the success, love and happiness.

Though i may appear aloof at times but im actually approachable.
You will get to realise when you know me better
and how crazy can i be. :)

my life is like a ferris wheel, has it's ups and downs...

Though over the years,i've stumbled on rocks. i know
very well that with each time, I managed to pick myself up.
It makes me to be more wiser and grow stronger
with experiences that i've learnt & gained.

However things that happened didn't bring me down cos i
believe that everything happens for a reason, this may
leads me a happier life. THUS, i'm still generally a
happy person.

:)

Looking back at certain aspects of my life so far,
i can't pride myself upon what makes the me today.
There are way too many regrets.

I feel uber sensitive about everything, thus getting hurt
easily at the slightest remark and i hate to cry infront of everyone.

I live the life the way i want it to be for nobody knows what
future might brings.

I am blessed to have a great caring family and close friends
by my side. They're the ones who will stay by me no matter
what happens and i know i can count on them always.

i meet new people, learning something from each and
every person i've came across.

i would say thay i have grown alot through experience
and exposure to different things these few years.

Sometimes things are complicated including people as well.
It might not turn out the way we want it to be or meeting
people who aren't true to you. Thus, it pretty much
depends on how we see and handle them.

Life's beautiful...
everything around me seems to glow with a touch of magic dust...
lookin' forward to the future..
wanna fly towards my dreams..
just wanna smile n laugh with each passing day with my loved ones...
learn & see more about the world around me..

If I was never good enough, then I will work my way up forever..
strive to be a better person, better friend, better daughter.

live it, love it.. and still learning from it

Appreciate the goodness in life everyone! =)


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christine_wsy88@hotmail.com


LOVES

Little surprise would definitely melt my heart ♥

i love strawberries, strawberry shortcake,
spicy food, hot chocolate, fruit salad,
candies, cupcakes, drama, piano, travel,
perfumes, dresses, white roses, hugs,
handmade cards, written letters, pink color, family.

Loves music and piano has been part of my life
since young at the age of 8.

i love people who are true to me

i yearn to love. and i long to be loved in return.


LONG GONE




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