Thursday, November 02, 2006

*i cant stand to fly am nt that naive am jus abt to find a better part of me am more than a bird more than a plane more than some pretty face beside a train n its nt easy to be me*

Loneliness does not stop;
Happiness does not appear.
I don't need him.
It was never meant to be..
or even if it is meant to be,
I try not to think of him,
For I know it's not meant to be for
I've got his blood flowing in me

Love is complicated. Everything is changing.. Just feel like living in my own world with only my besties and close friends around. Recalled at what cousin told me yesterday " I`ve never seen u in love till so xinku. " What u expect me to reply? It made me think all over again at what I want. I wondered... Imagine seeing ur love one and u cannot or even have the chance to strike a conversation with him? Its kinda uneasy.. no choice... Whatever it is, I hope things will turn out to be better. I just hate the way I`m feeling right now or perhaps I`m tired!?!! Of course cousin somehow made a comparison between qh n e one I like. Though qh is almost a perfect guy when we were together but I do not want to compare both of them. I don`t think its right! Let the past be past- Moreover I guess I have to cherish what I have now and my love ones.

Cousin joined me for practice yesterday. *Sickening* U think our legs are very long arz? How many times must we say why can`t u guys walk slower or at least wait for us. We have short legs lahx...*wth* Am I asking too much? DISLIKE IT!!! Frankly speaking, I will choose not to go for dinner if same thing happen again. Someone once mentioned this before that u all walk really fast but what happened again? Hate repeating! Guess partly was because we walked too slow ya? Nvm.. U can say that I`m rude but I`m not feeling good about yesterday. Many stuffs affect me lately...

-how am i suppose to feel? wad am i suppose to do? teach me-

Dental appointment tomorrow. =( Going town in the evening for some cosmetic thingy with cousin. Band concert on sat. *hahas* Want us to buy roses for u guys? Lol- Guess moral support will do ya? hehes- =]

RANDOM FACT: heart broken..shattered tattered torn into pieces..fallen apart.. :(







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i am christine who is blessed with what i have.

i am 27 this year and my birthday falls on 4th august.

i'm just another ordinary girl.
i don't live life to be famous or someone great. i just live
for the success, love and happiness.

Though i may appear aloof at times but im actually approachable.
You will get to realise when you know me better
and how crazy can i be. :)

my life is like a ferris wheel, has it's ups and downs...

Though over the years,i've stumbled on rocks. i know
very well that with each time, I managed to pick myself up.
It makes me to be more wiser and grow stronger
with experiences that i've learnt & gained.

However things that happened didn't bring me down cos i
believe that everything happens for a reason, this may
leads me a happier life. THUS, i'm still generally a
happy person.

:)

Looking back at certain aspects of my life so far,
i can't pride myself upon what makes the me today.
There are way too many regrets.

I feel uber sensitive about everything, thus getting hurt
easily at the slightest remark and i hate to cry infront of everyone.

I live the life the way i want it to be for nobody knows what
future might brings.

I am blessed to have a great caring family and close friends
by my side. They're the ones who will stay by me no matter
what happens and i know i can count on them always.

i meet new people, learning something from each and
every person i've came across.

i would say thay i have grown alot through experience
and exposure to different things these few years.

Sometimes things are complicated including people as well.
It might not turn out the way we want it to be or meeting
people who aren't true to you. Thus, it pretty much
depends on how we see and handle them.

Life's beautiful...
everything around me seems to glow with a touch of magic dust...
lookin' forward to the future..
wanna fly towards my dreams..
just wanna smile n laugh with each passing day with my loved ones...
learn & see more about the world around me..

If I was never good enough, then I will work my way up forever..
strive to be a better person, better friend, better daughter.

live it, love it.. and still learning from it

Appreciate the goodness in life everyone! =)


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LOVES

Little surprise would definitely melt my heart ♥

i love strawberries, strawberry shortcake,
spicy food, hot chocolate, fruit salad,
candies, cupcakes, drama, piano, travel,
perfumes, dresses, white roses, hugs,
handmade cards, written letters, pink color, family.

Loves music and piano has been part of my life
since young at the age of 8.

i love people who are true to me

i yearn to love. and i long to be loved in return.


LONG GONE




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