Saturday, March 25, 2006
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once again..

her feeling she hides
her dream she can't find
she's losing her mind
she's fallen behind
she can't find her place
she's losing her faith
she's fallen from grace
she's all over the place.

Yesterday went to shop with mum at jp b4 I went to work.She wanted to buy hair care at the shop so we went in together.After they told me that Jennifer called n I knew it was not something good again wheneva she called.Everytime she call will only ask me to do her a favour.*Nvm*She requested me to go down to office to stock take Lot1 stocks which will be opening at april.I don`t know what to reply n told her that I will call her back later bcoz my mum was beside me.

Told mummy about it n she don`t allow me to go there bcoz why always must be me she said?That time great world n ps relief will be me then now I must go down too...Rachel told my mum that its due to work so I have to go down.In my heart,I do understand what mummy is worry about.I`m a person who gets tired easily bcoz im short of blood n thats why sometimes will get dizzy.Mummy just don`t want me to travel here n there.Even if I understand her but do others understand her?=( I called her back n she asked me whats the issue about?I told her n ended up I passed e phone to mum n she told her about it.After that she said nvm,I need not went down le.

Mayb its time I stand up n defend myself.Yupx..its related to work but please don`t inform me the last minute when I`ve reached the shop.Ask yourself,have I rejected your favour before?U asked me to go ps relief that time when someone was on mc,I went even though I`ve prepared myself in the shop...I did not say a word n just went.U told me to go gwc I went too..I don`t know whether do u knew that ppl mood do change easily.I hate the feeling.

Karin called up my hp n asked whether is it I off yesterday.I told her no n she asked how come I don`t want to go down.I told her all the reasons n burst out into tears.I don`t know whether u will understand how I feel not.The only thing I want to say is "sorry".Though I felt guilty but what can I do?She told me not to cry....Do u know how sickening it is when someone suddenly inform u to go down to somewhere else where u are not familiar with?She said she will ask Jennifer again...

I`m really tired of the sudden decision.I do not know how to face karin on Tuesday when I come back from malaysia.Will she still be mad?Angry?I don`t know.

Will someone really know how I feels?

I hid myself whenever I cry...





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i am christine who is blessed with what i have.

i am 27 this year and my birthday falls on 4th august.

i'm just another ordinary girl.
i don't live life to be famous or someone great. i just live
for the success, love and happiness.

Though i may appear aloof at times but im actually approachable.
You will get to realise when you know me better
and how crazy can i be. :)

my life is like a ferris wheel, has it's ups and downs...

Though over the years,i've stumbled on rocks. i know
very well that with each time, I managed to pick myself up.
It makes me to be more wiser and grow stronger
with experiences that i've learnt & gained.

However things that happened didn't bring me down cos i
believe that everything happens for a reason, this may
leads me a happier life. THUS, i'm still generally a
happy person.

:)

Looking back at certain aspects of my life so far,
i can't pride myself upon what makes the me today.
There are way too many regrets.

I feel uber sensitive about everything, thus getting hurt
easily at the slightest remark and i hate to cry infront of everyone.

I live the life the way i want it to be for nobody knows what
future might brings.

I am blessed to have a great caring family and close friends
by my side. They're the ones who will stay by me no matter
what happens and i know i can count on them always.

i meet new people, learning something from each and
every person i've came across.

i would say thay i have grown alot through experience
and exposure to different things these few years.

Sometimes things are complicated including people as well.
It might not turn out the way we want it to be or meeting
people who aren't true to you. Thus, it pretty much
depends on how we see and handle them.

Life's beautiful...
everything around me seems to glow with a touch of magic dust...
lookin' forward to the future..
wanna fly towards my dreams..
just wanna smile n laugh with each passing day with my loved ones...
learn & see more about the world around me..

If I was never good enough, then I will work my way up forever..
strive to be a better person, better friend, better daughter.

live it, love it.. and still learning from it

Appreciate the goodness in life everyone! =)


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i love strawberries, strawberry shortcake,
spicy food, hot chocolate, fruit salad,
candies, cupcakes, drama, piano, travel,
perfumes, dresses, white roses, hugs,
handmade cards, written letters, pink color, family.

Loves music and piano has been part of my life
since young at the age of 8.

i love people who are true to me

i yearn to love. and i long to be loved in return.


LONG GONE




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