Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Let me be alone...
You will not know what I want...
Will crying solve everything?
I want myself,a place where I belong.

Feel like breaking down now.Everything is changing n yet I don`t know how to face it.Why this time I`m so difficult to find a job?Or is it I do not have enough patience?Doubt so...

Gonna be one year soon in few days time...Do I really love him?I asked..Y do the feelings not as deep as b4?I do not fall in another guy but its just that we are not as close anymore.Suddenly have the feeling of being alone n single.Yupx,he treat me good but I don`t like him always saying those childish stuffs.When chatting on the phone,I do not have the eagerness to talk to him anymore or even have more things to chat.I may be selfish n feel like giving up when not sparing a thought for him n how he will feel.I know he did sacrifice for me but what I want to say that,in this r/s,its not about who is e one sacrifice or what.Its just that whether they suit each other not and how they look into the r/s.Even if my feelings is not there anymore,whats the point of being together...I`m sorry n I really do.

I WANT TO BE ALONE! Give me time to consider...

Yesterday east coast outing was very fun.Yvonne brought her sister(Lilian) along.Sy,lilian n I went to play roller blade.At first yvonne wanted to play but she chose to cycle with doris.*hahas*I practised with them at the beginner corner n after that when we have the guts,we went out to the track n blade.We did fell down but not badly hurt.Yvonne n doris cycle till so far away leaving the 3 of us behind.Ard 4pm,we went to mac n sat down for a chat.Kinda tired...Blade for awhile more b4 lilian n I went to return the blades.Lilian n I cycle for bout 10 mins den we went to take photos.In the mrt,we were quite chatty...Can`t say what is it but anyway its a memorable day n to know one more friend. =)







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i am christine who is blessed with what i have.

i am 27 this year and my birthday falls on 4th august.

i'm just another ordinary girl.
i don't live life to be famous or someone great. i just live
for the success, love and happiness.

Though i may appear aloof at times but im actually approachable.
You will get to realise when you know me better
and how crazy can i be. :)

my life is like a ferris wheel, has it's ups and downs...

Though over the years,i've stumbled on rocks. i know
very well that with each time, I managed to pick myself up.
It makes me to be more wiser and grow stronger
with experiences that i've learnt & gained.

However things that happened didn't bring me down cos i
believe that everything happens for a reason, this may
leads me a happier life. THUS, i'm still generally a
happy person.

:)

Looking back at certain aspects of my life so far,
i can't pride myself upon what makes the me today.
There are way too many regrets.

I feel uber sensitive about everything, thus getting hurt
easily at the slightest remark and i hate to cry infront of everyone.

I live the life the way i want it to be for nobody knows what
future might brings.

I am blessed to have a great caring family and close friends
by my side. They're the ones who will stay by me no matter
what happens and i know i can count on them always.

i meet new people, learning something from each and
every person i've came across.

i would say thay i have grown alot through experience
and exposure to different things these few years.

Sometimes things are complicated including people as well.
It might not turn out the way we want it to be or meeting
people who aren't true to you. Thus, it pretty much
depends on how we see and handle them.

Life's beautiful...
everything around me seems to glow with a touch of magic dust...
lookin' forward to the future..
wanna fly towards my dreams..
just wanna smile n laugh with each passing day with my loved ones...
learn & see more about the world around me..

If I was never good enough, then I will work my way up forever..
strive to be a better person, better friend, better daughter.

live it, love it.. and still learning from it

Appreciate the goodness in life everyone! =)


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christine_wsy88@hotmail.com


LOVES

Little surprise would definitely melt my heart ♥

i love strawberries, strawberry shortcake,
spicy food, hot chocolate, fruit salad,
candies, cupcakes, drama, piano, travel,
perfumes, dresses, white roses, hugs,
handmade cards, written letters, pink color, family.

Loves music and piano has been part of my life
since young at the age of 8.

i love people who are true to me

i yearn to love. and i long to be loved in return.


LONG GONE




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